Free Time

Thank goodness I have work at nights for some days, else I really don’t know how to squander my time for “rotting”  through my internet-less days. Went to read the conversation log  that I had 2 years ago. It’s quite a stupid idea actually, because I feel more dumb than before（好きな人なのに．．．┬|ｮ･ω･｀*)ﾊｽﾞヵｼｨ･･）. Quoted from rac “I’m glad we grew out of this”, albeit not grown much, but it’s better now. At least I have curbed the habit of not typing “desu + emocon” at the end of sentence anymore.
Well, if the situation calls for it, that’s another story. haha

And it seems the young me(oh dear me, I grown too old already ; A like to talk with quite a number of people online instead to the fixed(less than 5?) number of people now, lol.

You know, after last week’s communication skills lesson, I began to think that it’s so troublesome to be a modern human(deja vu? don’t worry I wrote the same on xue’s blog too XD) True, we will get bored if we get exposed by the same thing again and in turn, changes are inevitable. and thus we need to accept change as and when it happens. Then again, my perspective for changes are rarely positive(because all changes I met are for the worst?) Thus, after that very lesson, my perspective towards change purged even deeper. =_=

Chin up man! I can’t be pessimistic now that what I’ve dreaded had already happened. *sighs*
Can only hope that things will get better as the weeks goes along.

ps: Funny thing is that I’m starting to get used to the days where I have no internet at night. The results is pretty healthy, since I  tend to sleep earlier XD
I can’t say the same once the new connection comes though, hoho. For now, it’s so far so good. *nods head*

and I seriously need to brush up on my English and Japanese. haha! *gets bricked*

Slight Encounter with the Paranormal

…because the word “paranormal” sounds way better than “ghost” haha!

I didn't see "them" but not as bad if there are as cute as these >_<

Ehh, actually the reason as to why I decided to use ” slight encounter” is mainly because I’m confused whether I’m having a extremely bad dream that it just feels so damn real or in actual fact, it’s for real.

I can’t help feeling that I’m so unlucky right now(since it was said that you have to be in extreme bad luck to see them) I couldn’t see them though(Glad that I can’t see them but I can’t help but to feel terrified because people is usually afraid to things they can’t see) but I can definitely feel something stopping my body from moving.

It was just my usual sleeping in front of my tv. At that point of time, no one was actually at home. And it’s actually board daylight at the point that it happened.

I don’t know is this the so-called 鬼压床(don’t really know the english term of it, but loosely translated, it’s ghost pressing on bed..err, okay, sounds rather weird, and it’s daylight some more leh!) because I knew that I wanted to move my legs but I simply couldn’t move a inch! It’s kinda feels like you got the urge to move but you can exactly feel like your body isn’t responding to your brain’s instructions! I was reminded that rac did mention something scientific about such things but when I remembered hearing a man’s mumbling and listening to my mum’s voice(!!) Even how scientific it sounded, it’s so horrible can? My tv was on then, but I can’t hear a single sense on what they are saying. All I want to do is just to go back to my nap. It feels like I was pulled down to something real deep and I got a tiny little thought that I might die soon(now that I think of it, I still don’t want to die this soon just yet)

To think I was still sane enough to think how could all this ghostly things happen even when the altar is just right behind me. lol.

Strangely enough, I found a dead lizard dying in the strangest way ever this morning. Are they even connected? Oh noes, I’m thinking too much in this whole paranormal thing! LOL, to think I pretty much proclaim myself as a believe science person. tsk tsk!

I haven’t told anyone about this though(well, they will after they read this) but it’s kinda interesting that I don’t feel a tinge of fear once I just woke up. Sometimes I’m so happy for myself for being too dumb to certain things. xd

Anyone has their own ghostly encounters to share?

Life is Like Bowling

Can’t help to think of this while bowling with my family today. Bowling is pretty much interesting because you can have the same lane, the same ball, the same person playing it and yet you can get different results(be it strike or not). Of course that’s mainly because the strength and various attributes used(your position to hold the ball, the amount of thrust that is used to spun the ball in your desired direction)

and if you think that you are bad at bowling, you can always observe the other players in other bowling lanes and try to mimic how they managed to score a strike. Chances are, you are most likely will succeed. This is what I have learned since my mum played quite badly and managed to pull off quite good results after observing how the others played. Similarly in life, one can actually “study” the root to success of others and might better their life from there too.

I realised something interesting today too. There was this uncle that played off real cool, be it physically wise or aura-wise(lol!) He held the bowling ball using his right hand, and the way he held that ball was as if he’s holding a beach ball while his left hand was always at his back. He then swing the ball effortlessly and he got a strike, just like that. As you can see, it’s not your conventional way in bowling at all but the results was so stunning. Seriously, I think my hand would really break if I played his style. O_O
If you put this in the aspects of life, this is quite true. If each frame(10 frames in 1 round of bowling) is to be translated to the goals we wish to attain in our life, then one has their own unique way in obtaining their strike be it through the normal way or the unusual way.

I find it interesting la, if you can’t find in any way it’s interesting to you then there’s nothing much I can do huh? haha!

Dont wanna wake up, ’cause I’m happy here

Persona’s opening is awesome! But it’s just too bad that I don’t own a PSP. ;( Their UI looked far better than the PS version to me though. =/

anyways, yesterday was the first day of school. I can’t really digest the fact that this is going to be my last year of school and thinking so just makes me feel that there’s no end to things I need to complete too. Since everyone has their own specialized tracks to go to(surprise surprise, I’m in the Finance track, shocked? So am I -_-) it also means you are separated from your classmates. Kinda meh huh? Now that I need to make new friends again. *sighs*

Thankfully I’m not enduring all these alone. ; A ; so school isn’t all that boring as it looks.

Another 4 months before attachment starts~ /o/

Unable to update

I’m so itching to blog right now(I mean at the time of typing and not the time of posting because I think the only place to upload this post is at school)

My modem is officially toasted, the reason as to why it malfunction is still not known yet, but I sense a bad odor of conspiracy lurking(say, the modem is supposed to be spoilt at this moment so as to lure existing customers to re-establish the internet contact) Then again, I could be talking trash because I have long left my sanity behind ever since the modem is spoilt, so yea.

The agony of not catching my regular shows is really killing me. I already had a bad feeling that my computer is going to meet its maker real soon but I never expect the modem to fail before my computer does! *head-desks*

With my best recreation source destroyed, I can only turn to drawing and my ps2 to kill time which at the same time irks me because, I can’t continue to play Fatal Frame(left a tween bit of health and that “MY EYES~~MY EYESS~” lady is so hard to beat) and RE:code vernoica(poisoned Clarie, end of story, period.). So actually, I re-playing Kingdom Hearts and…good news is I managed to defeat Riku at a short period of time! I guess I have been grinding hard at catching a good timing due to Rhythm Heaven.

As for drawing…haha, you know how sucky my drawings are already, so let’s keep it at that. xD anyways, updates on what I have been doodling! :3

actually she’s a re-drawn version of this(drawn 2 years ago):

  trying my best to include legs everytime I starts to draw. ^^;

drew it on whim when playing “Love Lab” from Rhythm Heaven. It’s one of my favourite side games from Rhythm Heaven! ‘ w ‘

My television nearly scared the hell outta me when it couldn’t emit any sound and the worst part is that I’m the last one who used the tv before it went mute on me. Thank goodness it was fine after I switched off the main switch and switched on again. All my electronic appliances are beginning to fail one by one on me!! What a month –_-;;

Yet, despite with all these bad news coming one after another, I think these are still good things happening(fairly insignificant ones now that I mentioned it, but at that point of time I was so awfully grateful for them to happen)

ps: the reason you’re reading this is because I used my school’s connection XD

千与千寻

嗯，总觉得看着这部电影永不腻似的。（幸亏有买vcd!没办法呀，dvd太贵了！！*被炸*）
看一次就感动一次。
每次看到琥珀和千寻在一起的时候，都超感人的说！ T_T
ending的时候超动人的！千寻终于把变成猪的爸妈给赎回来了！
本人差一点又变成了泪人，只是现在泪水被睡意给压制住了。

靠，都快凌晨7点了，老妹们都开始准备上学去了。当她们到我的年龄时，就知道凌晨睡觉是王道啦！
你看，都开始胡言乱语了。-_-

Handsome suit : A suit that will change your life

Let's Handsome!!

I never knew a random “OMG I WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE” came as a great surprise.
I’m pretty much a sucker for comedy(heck, I even watched a Hindu comedy, kinda explains how much I love to laugh huh?) so when the trailer of Handsome Suit came, I had a strong urge to watch this movie already.
I had never taken much look on the advertising posters, but since the trailer itself has exhibited some comedy elements, I’m long already sold. So, it turned out to be an utter shock(pleasant one) when I realised both Kitagawa Keiko（北川景子） and Shosuke Tanihara (谷原章介) was starring in this movie. Their chemistry was so good in Mop Girl, and it seems that Shosuke’s role in Handsome suit didn’t pretty much differ in Mop Girl though. He seems narcissistic as always XD

For some reasons, these few weeks of movies that I watched all turned out to be rather good. Certainly not to extent to going “WOW!” but it’s pretty much decent, and I really liked watching them too.
Gotta catch 17 again next week

Contented in your own world

cookies to those who got the FU(no, it’s not a swearing word) joke. XD
I’m kinda addicted to drawing small figures(because it’s simpler? >_<)
At least, it’s better than big-headed ones…that’s what I personally think though ^^;

OT: finally got to watch Perfumeのシャンデリアハウス episode 1. Problem is that, there’s no more captions highlighting the jokes they are talking about in the show unlike kini naru and HAPPY! series, which made me extremely difficult to understand what they are talking about ; A ;

A Reason to Love Mondays

I guess I will only get to appreciate Mondays fully when school reopens because it’s the first day of school

under the cut contains loads of childish crap, so I’m giving you a choice to read or not to(doing the latter would be of a wise choice, seriously ).

I just LOL’ed

I LAUGHED AT THE PASSERBY JOKES!

okay, very random, but it’s actually a sentence filled with plentiful of hidden agendas. *winks*
Ah, internet life has been resumed with the help of Safari, and now, albeit slower but at least it finally loads!(be it smart.fm or google reader *hearts*)

anyways, just posting because I drew something yet again(I failed at drawing legs again. = w =) :

I only realised that the legs are awfully slanted after I viewed it through the computer screen -_-

Erased the legs and too sleepy to continue, so putting it here as a temp imageholder Xd

off to bed now *yawns*
ps: Shall venture that newly opened Uniqlo shop someday, somehow. (I’m so wapanese that I don’t know whether to laugh or cry. ; A ; LOL)