Logic will haunt us back, liek srsly

but then again, if others don’t wanna give a flying shoe about it…why should I be bothered as well?

on a happier note, I finally completed my part, I’m feeling so awesome now. this moment. Though I’m on the verge to get chased out pretty soon, but ahh~ I have completed!

I love fridays, they are the awesome days ever! /o/ gotta read Bakuman later..mwahaha!

Yes or No?

That would be NES. NES I SAY!
Neither yes or no! Instead of pondering over the 2 choices, I shall go for the third one! No yes, no no, just nes!

I’m in despair! Being troubled with choosing something and yet ended up choosing the 3rd option has made me in despair!!

….lol. Zan Sayonara zetsubou sensei is still lulz-worthy.
That OP is love man!
APPLE PLUCKING BEEEEEEEEAAAAAM!!~

Everything ends with me

well. Like what the title said.
….I don’t know what to say now. =/

Not too late

=/

I duno what to say. However, I’m really hopping tomorrow will be better than what I really expected.
PLEASE.

please dun let my 2 weeks near hardcore coding gone to waste ;____;
and wth. I’m having 2nd thoughts to have a conference call with Cheryl anymore.
3 HOURS! LIKE OMG. I should have known better and used the house phone instead.
It’s all my fault, I know = w =llll I will certainly not forget this lesson learned…thru the hard way.

Now, excuse me while I go insane…somewhere else. ._.
MEH.

doodles~

nyahahaha..it’s been such a long time since I ever posted anything drawing that burn eyes!

This is the 3rd time though ._.

recently, I got hooked up drawing Maria from Umineko no naku koro ni! She’s so cute!!

somehow…when I first started drawing Maria, she doesnt looked like a loli at all. thus, I failed…till now.

lol. Coding makes me feel so crappy that I felt that my brain cells had been fried to crisp. = w = gah.

A Mio….bowl.

*sniggers*

I can’t help posting this, it’s just too funny to let it go! although by now everyone and their grandmothers should have known that COSPA is selling Mio bowls, so yea…get it while stocks last!

Well…as for me, I wont be buying(actually I stopped buying anime merchandise quite long ago due to the lack of money for me to do so…>_>) ever since I broke my Haruhi cup eons years ago. I’m more worried that I will destroy that bowl before considering the usability of it actually. lol.

Too much school stuffs in here only made my blog duller and…well…dead. ._.

Can’t look back now

My routine is starting to look like this : Go school > attend lessons > end school > coding at school macs until lights out > return home > code again > sleep. REPEAT.

T_T it’s gonna be a little hard these days but I will bear with it.
今の生活はちょっと辛いですけど、我慢できます!

countdown : LESS THAN 3 WEEKS BEFORE ATTACHMENT!

and lol, I suppose future entries are gonna be uber dull because I’m bound to talk about school again. :d

So mean ._.

Cosfest VIII: Not a very happy event for me because it involves the death of my camera(AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH) as well as some very unpleasant things and I started them up after all. DAMN

okay, first off. The demise of my camera, I didn’t think that much earlier when I was taking so much photos and I realised the HUGE lack of photos, I mean…I really took alot and yet I can only view less than 10 of what I have taken?! RAAAAAAAAAGGGGEEEEE.

2nd. YELLOW TEE-s <okay, probably a joke that both me and onee can understand of. NO, NOT A JOKE. I mean…meh. I'm so damn mean that I'm like feel so guilty of! I nearly thought that I couldn't sleep last night because of this. It seems sleep weighs more than the guilt that I felt for me. T_T;; Internet haz ears, but I don't know if my voice could be heard. Somehow! We will meet up someday, I will make up for it. Since Singapore is so puny and all!
….argh. I'm so agonized that I thought to tell my sister(she like knows everything out of me la. LOL) all about this but then stopped to because it's so epic embarrassing. =/////=

AHHHHHH. I'm so pissed….with myself.
And I swear that part of my rage is because of my camera. I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT THIS
….and. I'm not a very friendly person, so as to speak of.

Rejection

Thank you for willing to be frank, telling me where I have gone wrong. Although it’s just a mere sentence, but it just feels so painful. Is it pain or is it just resistance in denying myself that I’m wrong?

I just feel so stupid, not because you pointed me out. It’s more because I knew it all along that’s why I feel even more disgusted by myself.

Why am I even forcing myself to be smart when I’m dumb to start with?

GAH. OKAY. I seriously need to stop such negative thoughts before it goes out of control.

T_T;;;

Tidal Waves

these 2 days are rather epic. It’s like…I duno how to explain.

I once hoped that my life will be more vibrant than the monochrome days that I’m now going through, but didn’t really anticipated it to come so early!

It’s just one twist after another, oh man. I don’t know but this seriously feels like I’m really in a drama< but I’m taking the audience seat of course x)

突然觉得要谈感情就像坐顺风车一样，爽的话就上车，不爽了后就被赶下车。而且过程还不是说很远耶！<自己出的conculsion唯独自己明白吧。真的很莫名其妙耶！
最近碰到的人我是越来越搞不清楚。= w =lll
我倒还好，现在的我幸福的很！有朋友在，有家人在！嗯，我现在还蛮满意的说！（真的！）
说到这里，还蛮惭愧的。最近都蛮晚才到家，要注意一下了。x)

Reality is currently hitting me hard because it seems that i have like…less than 4 weeks to code my project. GG. So I guess, my free days are no longer there already which means no gaming for me at least for this crazy near 4 weeks period.

FIGHTING!\o/ I shall curb my temptation of not playing Katamari Damashii!
and whoots! 2 more days before Cosfest!

ps: I REALLY need to brush up my Chinese!!!! orz orz