瓦解

Heard this on the radio while I got drowned in my own work. Nostalgic much!

说着笑着的午后钟声一直在停留
风声静静躺着在诱惑
我一个人在角落
没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱
烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔
喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头
是否只存在故事之中
在你的身后
时间把过去带走
时间把镜头带走
不假思索
回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手
牵着你给我的温柔
哭过以后眼泪
还是不停的流
我一个人在角落
没有你陪伴的我
连寂寞都笑我太堕落
广场旁边的烟囱
烟雾弥漫你面容
我悄悄背颂你的温柔
喝着加温后的啤酒
这样唯美的镜头
是否只存在故事之中
在你身后
时间把画面带走
时间把镜头带走
不假思索
回忆不放手
好想在跟你牵着手
牵着曾有过的温柔
哭过以后眼泪
还是不停的的流
遇见彩虹
雨下过之后街角出现彩虹
泪流乾之后有彩虹

Argh

I apologize. My internal wota denial came back at full swing to me this morning.

= A =  Must have been the lack of sleep that triggered it.

As you had guessed, I ended up feeling all so awful for the entire day ._.

I guess things will be better tomorrow. I’m blessed with the ability to forget everything once I wake up next morning after all~

今日はなんかうまく行けなかった。まあー明日から、もっと頑張ってきますね!ファイトー!

Work

Today my internal wota denial side decides to disappear for a day. For once I actually found myself keeping my own calm while the other party is screaming through the phone. And of course, maintaining my merry tone which is good enough to be the death of the other party haha.

It may not sound like I did something fantastic, but somehow I just felt a tiny sense of accomplishment. うん、ちょっと頑張りました。これからも頑張って続きたいと思います!! ファイト!! \(^o^)/

SUNDAY

2011 seems to be beaming full of hope.

Okay, it probably has nothing to do with today’s fortune-telling session(It was fun btw. I SPOKE TO JUNO-SAN LIEK OMG OMG OMG OMG…with my broken Japanese no less orz)

;A; I should learn to be more confident in speaking Japanese too. *memo-ing* BUT LIEK HOW?! orz

…okay, if I ever have to set any resolution for myself, I really need to level up on my spoken Japanese which…I’m not really good at since I can’t practice much by myself. まあー何度かがんばりますよw

I’m still considering if I should get the 4 volumes of oreimo. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

SATURDAY

Murmuring “1,200 yen equates to SGD$18” within the mind really helps.

And that’s how I got out of Kinokuniya, where the evil(meaning is subjective to own context) resides within, damage-free.

; A ; bookmart is now my 2nd heaven! I actually spent near 2 hours reading books off there 😀

They are currently holding a 50% off at all books(if I’m not wrong). Offer is going to end at the 15th this month. Now now, should I really get my dirty paws on that 4 volumes of oreimo for $14?

Should I? Should I?

….

And oh, when I was making my purchases, the storekeeper was conversing to me in Japanese…which kinda put me off track(because I wasn’t expecting that actually ^^’) I managed to understand most of the part…until he asked me if I own a membership card  ._.ll

Okay, at least I learned a new word today, which wasn’t that bad 😀

On an ending note, I love how bookmart advertise their books with the announcement system. It’s not really something you can hear from your typical bookstore(I mean, even kinokuniya don’t have them) Do listen to that when you are in bookmart yo!

Drawing a smile

Found myself smiling to myself quite often recently.

Now, this is what I called creepy. *shudders*

Had the worst driving lesson today.

I’m not too sure about the things that I’m good at, but one thing is for sure : I’m good at forgetting things.

It’s a twin-sided blade, I know. However for this case, it’s a good thing, isn’t it? lol Forget the bad things away, I shall.

I saw this on the internets some time ago:

The Aquarian/Piscean is prone to escapism, fickleness, hyper-sensitivity, dependability, eccentricity, goallessness, neglectfulness, impracticality and rebelliousness

LOL. I can’t really put my finger upon how true this actually is. But still, escapism FTW /

2011

A new year. Yet. All. Over. Again.

I had grown tired of setting new resolutions of the year since I know far too well I can’t stick well to them.

Hence, for this year resolution….WHOOTS. I SHAN’T SET ANY >D

Maybe I should learn to be more optimistic I guess. >_>

Oh, I ended the first day of new year with…Kuragehime. lol.